"Wasn't our sex game a white magic of tantra too, an out of body experience through extra sensory perception?" - I wanted to pick up all the scattered pieces of our experience from where they were lying uncharted.
"I am still thrilled to remember how I could feel myself at two different places in my awareness, it being the same way total at both the places. I cannot do the same alone even if I try my best to do." - Eva was awe-stricken in her eyes.
"I have been doing a certain thing since my very early childhood all alone on my own... I would lie down on my stomach and leave my body loose, closing my eyes and imagining ground below my stomach falling down fast taking me along with it until I rediscover myself being in a different scene altogether, acting the scene like in a dream... with an extremely terrifying spell engulfing me all around my existence on my bed where I am lying down. My existence here on the bed knows with a convincing amount of certainty that what I am seeing and doing is not a dream at all, whereas the other me in the scene is also wondering at what is 'really' happening since what happens is bizarre and not normal. My existence on the bed is frightened and wants to come out of this fright by opening its eyes, which it is not able to as if it has gone into a kind of paralysis and can't move a single muscle of its body. The other scene keeps developing unabated keeping terrifying me on the bed, not able to do anything about it. And then after some time, it all comes to an end with a jerk... establishing me back on my bed with full control over my muscles in my body, which still can vouch for the solidity of what I have gone through... knowing full-well that it was not a dream..." - I saw Eva looking at me very intently as I was describing all this.
"Shall I try this white magic of tantra without the sex game too? I want to see if it can take me to an out of body experience only through extra sensory perception also or not..." - She chirped.
"I'll come along!" - And we both lied down on our stomachs in order to play the game of life further from our sex game into the white magic of tantra for an out of body experience through extra sensory perception...
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